20070218

So this past week has been quite productive and interesting.

First off, congratulations to me! Looks like I will be staying for sure in Japan and my current city of Utsunomiya for at least another year. I landed another job at a different company. Although my current standing at Amity is okay, I feel I can't go on another year if I stayed with them, so I went off looking for another place to work. Low and behold, and luckily I might add, I was able to find work elsewhere. My new place of teaching will be at a YMCA. Yes, an actual YMCA, but in Japan. I'll be stationed at the East Utsunomiya YMCA, which means I'll have to abandon my west-side neighborhood and live amongst the east-siders. Hopefully it will be okay. I'm anxious in many ways, yet comforted by the fact that 1) I won't have to deal with my current employer's bull shit, 2) I have a new M-F, 3pm-9pm (only) schedule, and 3) I have 12 weeks off throughout the year! Although when my 12 weeks off occur is already pre-scheduled, it's still totals to 3 months of paid time off, not including normal holidays, weekends, and having only a 25hr work week. Quite a steal, don't you agree?

Second, I have to mention something that occured during this week that will make me miss my students even more. I was ending a lesson with a student I started teaching only a few months earlier, a 3 year old named Shizuku, by singing a routine goodbye song, when she started to cry. Her mother (who is in the class with her) asked her what her problem was. My japanese may suck but I understood why she started crying when she explained, and I was deeply touched. I think I understand children's Japanese the best, maybe because my level is that of a child's! Hahaha. Anyways, she pretty much said something in the likes of, "WTH!? Class is over? I don't want it to be over!" Her mom and I had to comfort her and compromise. We were able to make a deal and limit her demands to just one more song. It was crazy heart-warming. For moments like that, I appreciate my job and especially my students. It makes all of the other shit I had to go through seem worth it. And for students like her, I will definitely miss working at Amity.

Third, withing the course of this week, I have been able to have glimpses of the bigger picture. I've been able to see how much I've grown personally. A bit scary, if I may say, to see the personal progress accomplished within the lengths of a year. Let's hope the growth doesn't stop nor heads in a negative direction. I know I'm not getting any younger, as young as I may be, but a smart person knows that there's only one thing that goes up, and never comes down. I'll let you come to your own conclusion on that one. ^_~ "I am so smart. I am so smart. S-M-R-T! S-M-R-T!"

Well, for now, "Hakuna Matata, Bitches!"

20070212

LOL. I'm laughing at myself because of my apparent lack of entries. It's been another 3 months since my last one. Am I that occupied? Must be.

So. Guess I'm yet at another crossroad in my life. My Japanese working visa is definitely extended. My contract expires on the 31st of March, but my visa precedes it on the 17th. Thus, my company is forced to sponsor my renewal visa, which only comes in one year minimum deals. In short, I'm free to stay and/or work in Japan until March 2008! But, the dilemma is whether or not I can get a new job and whether or not I want to return home already. Haven't really decided, so I have labeled the probablities at 50/50.

Roughly 6 teaching weeks and 1 "training the new teacher" week remains. Amazing how quickly a year passes. I'm not worried anymore. I use to worry until I realized I was wasting my time stressing over something that is eventually gonna end. Funny, work seems easier lately. Is it because I know my time with Amity is coming to an end? Again, must be.

Been addicted to an arcade game called Gundam Kizuna and have been playing more frequently lately. Adam and I started playing together but he definitely has played more than me. He's practically what we call "otaku," or video game nerds and geeks. What am I talking about, I am one as well! In any case, you get this big pod to play in with a dome screen inside, just like IMAX theatres, two pedals for boost and jump, and two hand throttles for direction control and weapon usage. It's extremely fun for me, but extremely draining on my financial resources. I have this jar where I used to drop 500yen coins into as savings. Basically, no more coins enter the jar. Each play is 500yen! Quite expensive right? Is it worth it? I continue to play so, must be!