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I've been hitting milestones in my life lately. Some, more significant that others. A few mentionables include making the "Century Club," 100 shots of beer in 100 minutes. All the bros made it. Eugene made it to an honorable 97 then took the dive. So close! My way of thinking and viewing things has been constantly changing. If it were up to me, some of the things I'm experiencing is not worth experiencing, but it's not up to me. Life is constantly challenging me, testing my limits as I discover what those limits actually are. It's the same for everyone. We're pushed and pushed. Sometimes we learn the easy way, and other times the hard way. I know I've learned the hard way quite a few times. My take on things is being revised. I'm trying to figure out how to feel about a few circumstances that have been bothering me. I can't complain though. I feel everything I go through can only make me a better person and can only teach me more about myself. It's tough. A lot of times it's going to be. But now, I'm happy to know that I'll be more ready, since each day has been preparing me for the next.

Gotta finish school.
Gotta pay for my hard earn lessons.
Gotta do what I gotta do.

I miss you Lola.