20030930

Interesting day today. Thanks for waking me up Alex. If not, I would've slept all day. But instead, lunch at Tea Station, a work-out at RIMAC, and a $96 visit to University readers replaced all that. ^_^ Watched TV, showered, then got some fondue at Kelly's place with Joe and Geoff. I ate so much fondue that with what I had plus the glass of wine, I was slightly buzzed by the end of the meal. (The fondue she made was cooked with lots of wine and vodka!). Good stuff, btw. Chilled at Joe's place for the rest of the evening, while trying to read some HDP 121 material... to no avail.

20030929

Just finished the whole season one of Smallville on my new DVD box set. Wow. It's 4am. Good thing I don't have classes tomorrow...
Last night was great. I was finally feelin' better, so I was feenin' to get out and party! There were a million and one parties going on last night, and I chose to go to the suckiest one, but hey, it was free. Must've been what motivated me to go to THAT one. Danced for a bit over there then played the most craziest game of kings with my bruthas, jay, and eugene. The last king was the second to the last card drawn!!! If only it was the last, it would've been the first time that the we would've seen the King card to be the last, and the first time the whole deck was used. I was seriously tossed by the end of the game. I had a whole wine bottle to myself! My bruthas and jay left a short time after the game, and I remember having a really good talk with SF Jo. I'm glad I can keep a clear head and positive conscience now for the new school year. I predict good things and great(well, decent) grades. I gonna miss these kind of good times. I know they're less likely to happen, now that classes have started again. :-\ Boooo...

My Sundays are usually chill. Today is no exception. Went to church, ate with the fam, shopped at Plaza Bonita, and now I'm chillin' at my house. Picked up a cute-as-hell pair of cookie monster house slippers! Saw a couple of old friends at the mall, namely Melissa and Darlene. It's great seeing old friends(who still recognize you). I think I'm gonna go clean my room and wash my car now. There's an APO meeting tonight, the first GBM, and I'm kinda excited because a few of us will be wearing Gi's to the meeting. I like playing dress-up, hehe. Catch ya on the flip side! ~RNM

20030927

Long day at school today. *sigh* So tired. Just stayed home ALL DAY. In fact, I'm still at home! And I'll be HERE all night too! Besides, I'm very irritable when I have a cold...

20030925

Did LOTS today. Will elaborate later....

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Damn. I mean, dang. Can't believe classes start in a few hours. Crazy how already it's that time of the year again. I feel like I'm being pulled both ways again. I do want it to start, and yet, I don't. Aiya...

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Dear God I pray to you today, please bless us all and guide the way.
And until the morning sunshine rays, let your love warm us as we lay.
Lead us to be a shining light, that represents what's just and right.
Watch over us Lord with all your might, and never let us out of your sight.
You have taught us Lord to love each other, hug an enemy Lord like our own mother.
Treat them as we'd treat a sister or brother, spreading peace among one another.
Dear God I pray to you today, please listen to what I have to say.
Don't ever let us go astray, even when our hair is old and grey.
~RnM

20030924

Woke up today and "accidentally" slapped Margie in the face who was trying to wake me up. I was half asleep, half awake, and dreaming about this thing I watch on TFC(The Filipino Channel) on Monday. It was a comedy show, and one of the skits I thought was funny was a "what if" skit, and the "what if' was what if the sign of affection was a slap in the face instead of a kiss? So you can only imagine the shananagans that occured in the show. HI MOM! *slap* Mom gets up dazed and normally ses, OH HI KIDS! *slap slap* Well, it was hilarious to me, if not to you, and I had to explain to my bestfriend why she received a slap in the face instead of a good morning hug. :-p

Was waiting for Mark to get out of class so I got a quick lunch at Carl's, and finished it just as Gie returned from Jarrod's and got her stuff. Mark had to bail on the beach trip so it was just Gie and I. The weather was overcast, but it's just the way Gie and I like it. It saves us from getting darker. ^_^ At Scripps, the beaches were pretty empty. Had no trouble obtaining parking. The water was brown!!! I'm guessing cuz it was low tide, all the soil and sand was getting picked up by the waves. It was cold at first too, but I had my summer suit and Gid had a rash guard, which were sufficient enough. CRAZY. For the first 5 mins or so, it was kinda dead. THEN, the waves started to roll in. They were tall. They were strong. They swallowed us whole. Catching one turned out to be this big prize, if you can actually catch one, since they were fun to ride and took you all the way in. But, if you don't catch it, you just get swallowed. I managed to fuck up on a couple attempts, and to my dismay, got eaten alive, and pretty banged up. First I would lose my board. Then, I would get hit by the wave. THEN, I would hit the ground hard! My knees got pretty banged up and I have bruises to remind me of the madness. *sigh* It was worth it though. Today was a learning experience. Margie cracked me the hell up because after riding a wave in, I turn to see her try to catch a wave, but instead, gets swallowed by it. I almost died laughing, and to top it off, upon recovering, yet ANOTHER wave swallows her up! I think I laughed enough to equal a good abdominal crunch work-out. :-p We follow up our harsh day at the beach at Jamba, and I buy us a round of smoothies and pizza protein sticks. =)

At home, my beat up ass does nothing but watch TV, since the cable people came today and fixed our box. Yay! We have DVR again! Watched a good two hours of the 2003 World Series of Poker. Eugene and I make a trip to Target to pick up Smallville season one but they don't have it yet. Before getting dinner, we check out Sam Goody's at UTC to look. Good news and bad. The good news was they did get the first shipment in today. The bad news was that they already sold out of it. >.< Dismayed, we get dinner at Steak Escape.

Waited for Mark to journey up north so we could head to the Warren Dance. 'Turnizee changes his mind about not coming and rolls with us after his work. The plans to go ice skating are shot. I wasn't up for it anyways. Too sore. Too tired. I wasn't plannign on dancing much at Warren, but I dunno what it is about music and good company that motivates me. Guess I'm just a old fashion dance-a-holic! =) Saw and danced with a lot of APO peeps, which was great cuz I haven't seen a lot of them due to the summer. Overall, the dance was aight, but not better than the time I had at Marshall or All Campus. A few unfortunate events occured to bring this one down on the ranking. Sorry but whenever bad vibes are sent towards me or anyone of my bruthas, it always kills the overall rating of the event. Hey Mark!!! You know who this is right? *makes a squinty eye face with top teeth showing, while harlem shaking really really REALLY ridiculously fast* Hehehe. Did you say sorry when you "accidentally" stepped on his foot. No? Well good! :-p I'm sad to say I was too tired and too beat up from the beach to fully work the dance floor, but I gave my best. Hey, we had fun. I'm happy to say it was great seeing familiar faces, and even not so familiar ones. Thanks for all those who honored me with a dance, the pleasure's all mine. Also, thanks for cheering me up bruthas, and rolling with me to El Coti's, while I blew off steam. Good food and good company, what a winning combination to invoke a smile outta me. *sigh, again* Well, it's time to crash. Gonna take my lola to dialysis one last time tomorrow before the summer ends and classes start again. Whew. Here we go yo! Hey ya! *sticks arms out and wiggles fingers* ;-)

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I'm not falling into the same traps I fell into before. I've learned my lesson. Eyes open. Stay alert. Think positive. Think clearly. And don't stop dancing. Welcome back. Welcome back, Ronnel.

20030923

Hi! Ok. Bye! >.<

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As with most of my summer Mondays, the usual chain of events happened in the morning. Woke up. Drove south. Took lola to and from dialysis. Got her lunch. Drove north. I really don't mind this routine anymore compared to the beginning of the summer. Maybe I just got used to waking up early and getting head starts on my days. Was extremely bored all afternoon but was tired too, so I didn't do much more than sit on my ass and watch TV. At around 7pm, I went with Eugene to campus and watched "The Truth Behind the Faces 2003" with a buncha my APO bruthas. Left right after the show tho, since we were both extremely hunger. Got a quick dinner at flame broiler and ate it while watching Monday Night Football. Didn't really feel like going out since I was pretty much spent and set on just chillin, even though I did get a couple invites to check out the on campus dances. Instead, we just rented a couple of DVDs at Blockbuster, which we watched but I eventually fell asleep to. Wow, I'm consistently sleeping before 1am, which is purely CRAZY for someone like ME! :-p Today's gonna be another full day, since I plan to go to the beach, Revelle's Ice Skating trip, and the Warren Dance. Yay! I always loved UCSD's welcome weeks. So much gallavanting, so little time. (^_^)\\//

20030922

As expected, we tore it up at the UCSD All Campus Dance 2003 @ UCSD Price Center!!! I seriously haven't danced that hard in SO long, and it feels good, not to mention restored my confidence in myself, that I can still dance that hard and break necks like an enraged chiropractor! Wooooooooo! But damn, I'm spent, and I KNOW I'm outta shape. No worries. This year promises good things. Good night, for now...

20030921

New job descriptions: OFFICIAL PARTY STARTERS!!! Damn, I'm tipsy, I'm happy, AND I had so much fun tonight!

20030920

TODAY WAS A FUCKING GOOD DAY. Seriously, lately, this getting up early thing ROCKS! Got SO MUCH done today. So what I'm tired. So what my stomach still hurts. So what!? These are the days I live for. Simple things. Simple activities. Obligations done. Responsibilities taken care of. No one forgotten. DAMN I FEEL GOOD. If TOMORROW I go out and get hit by a truck, it's days like this that I'll remember before my dying moment, the days I LIVE FOR.

20030919

Wow, what happened to this week? It's friday already? Where did it go?!? Hmm, what can I remember? Let's see... I remember all week long, my appetite has been small since my stomach is not up to par. That makes me sad because I like to eat, and when I can't eat, how else am I suppose to make up for what ails me in life? Stupid stomach.

I remember Tuesday now. That was when I took lola to Viejas in the morning. It was all weird because my mom wakes me up and ses "hey, get dressed and take yer lola to Viejas!" And I was like, "huh... it's 9am, Viejas? What's going on?" =P So I take lola and get there around 10:30am. It was weird sitting at the table and having the dealer greet you "Good morning!" Umm, yeah, right, it IS still morning. Great. S'all good tho, somehow, I won a quick $200 in only 45 mins. During this feat, also managed to get 3 blackjacks in a row. WOW. Sucks cuz lola didn't even get to play and my mom was already making us leave so we can have lunch with her. Besides, I already won money. Met up with mommy and her co-worker at a Pho place in clairemont and treated them to lunch. Lola and I split a "7 courses" meal and got our grub on! Afterwards, I remember sleeping the day away from being so full.

Wednesday was the usual dialysis routine. Picked up 'turnizee while waiting and got lunch at church's chicken. After picking up lola and getting her lunch, 'turnizee and I went to Centre laundry and washed our comforters. I had like 6 and he had his own. While waiting, we shopped at Seafood city and got some boba. Ant saw why I liked to do my laundry and Centre. AC, TV, and video games baby! Took another afternoon nap after getting home. (seem to be taking lots of these lately). Couldn't have dinner with the whole fam, since dad had league, but instead got some chinese food take out and at it at home with mommy and lola. I then met friends at Callahan's in Mira Mesa. The gang included Elene, Elene's new friend Nick, Jo, Jeff, PFPeter, Jessica, and Patrick. Saw a bunch of other heads there that I knew too. Came up on some free wings. Hey, it's wing night, and we be cheap-o's!!! Can't take them home anyways, so why not give them away? Had only a drink, a few fries, and a wing and had to leave the gang early. Promised Joanne2 that we'd play some billiards after she got off class. Ended up going to Sunset Bowl since they have some nice tables there for nottoomuch/hr. After playing a bit, get a call from the gang saying their outside and they saw my car! Funny that they end up in the same place. The gang was gonna go bowling, but didn't get to since they were lacking time. Instead, they waited for us to finish and the party rolled on to my place(where else!?). I remember a crazy terrorizing cat, chilled drinks being passed around, and a hug from Jo that I'll never forget becuz it made me smile all day today. Thanks guys for coming over to my humble abode. You know you're always welcome!!! Chilled for a bit until Margie came home, and had me come along to friggin' Sycuan where I lost so much money that I dare not mention the amount. =( SUCK ASS. Went to sleep LATE, or EARLY?

Somehow got up at 10am and couldn't sleep anymore. Lied awake kinda depressed at the prior events and pissed too. Decided to say "fuck it" and just move on! Can't get anywhere dwelling on things that already happened. Can't change any of it anyways. Just gotta keep on moving. Called up the 'rents to see what they were up to. Arranged for a lunch date downtown. Yay! Got to spend a nice lunch hour with my mom and dad at horton plaza, then gallavanted in the farmers market they have every thursday. My mommy bought me asian pears, one of my fav! Thanks mommy! Dropped my dad off at the service dept to pick up the mazda afterwards, then I headed back home up north, where I cleaned up the mess that it had become during my absence. I MISS BEING UP HERE. Janet and Vinh take me to dinner dowtown at a mexican place called Fred's and buy me a Strawberry Daq for helping them move in way back when. The burritos were so big! I got really full and the food was good. Thanks guys! At home, we played a household game of texas hold em which was fun cuz it was almost all the roomies & co. DAMN I LOVE MY ROOMIES. It's seriously gonna be a great year. Deciding to live with FRIENDS I know and love for my senior year was a great decision. I look forward to what lies ahead.....

20030918

I have problems. Booooooo. CGD. =(

20030916

So today, I go to find my bestfriend Jo, but she's MIA. Couldn't find her at work or at home. Too bad for her, I had a smoothie to give her. Oh well, now it's in my tummy. (Update: but thanks for coming to visit me! Sorry I was such a bitch. >.<)

Earlier, I went to Fashion Valley mall by myself and returned a Coach bag my grandma received for her b-day, given by my cuzin Godfrey and his mom. IT WAS FRIGGIN' $300!!! Dayam!!! No wonder my grandma wanted it returned. She's the type that'll NEVER use a bag that expensive, let alone buy one, let alone RECEIVE one from her daughter and nephew who in all honesty can't afford a bag like that either! Funny cuz the lady at the store asked me why I was returning it and I sed something in the likes of "Oh, I'm only following my grandma's orders," and smiled at her. Hehe, sorry lady, you can't kill the messenger.

Damn, it was pretty hot today in NC. After reaching La Jolla, it was just cold and overcast. Sometimes I forget La Jolla is NOT San Diego, hehe. Mmmmm, my mommy sed we're gonna get some steak at Outback Steakhouse for dinner. NUMMY!!! Can't wait! My stomach is finally returning from its HIATUS state. Now I'm gonna punish it by stuffing it's ass with food!!!!! Muhahahahahahahaha! *smiles with evil intention*

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I guess the feeling's not reciprocal...

20030915

Today was a great sunday. HAPPY "17th" BIRTHDAY LOLA!!!

Read at church. Ate a birthday lunch at Great Moon Buffet. Well, I didn't really eat that much because my stomach is still on HIATUS. It's gonna be punished went it returns from being AWOL. I swear, I've probably eaten the most bananas in the past few days than I have in all of my lifetime combined. Went to "Sunset," a free rave at the marina and now gonna top it off with a movie. Hella good stuff, hella.

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Update: Didn't see the movie. Got high as hell instead, which was good since it took my mind off of my stomach pains, and just chilled at the La Jolla pad, playing Texas Hold 'em with gie, jarrod, mr han, and 'turnizee. Got back home home early too. Yay! Great days....

20030914

Dammit. I did get sick. I'm mad at myself. FUCK.

So everyone and they're mommas went out last nite, including MY momma. It's sad to be stuck at home lying on the couch watching TV and see your own dad come home happy and INEBRIATED from the party they just came from. >.< Oh well. Health before anything. At least I'm feelin' a bit better now...

20030912

All of a sudden, I don't feel so good... I hope I'm not getting sick. =(

20030911

LONG days. GOOD days. =)

20030910

Dude. WTF is wrong with me?

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So, got an early start on my day. I seriously gotta do this more often. I felt like I've been wasting a lot of time! ARGH! So, I get up and go to church at 8am after picking up lola and 'turnizee.

20030909

Rebooting. What a concept.

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Had a pretty interesting weekend. Well balanced, in my opinion. Today was good too. Ran a gazillion errands in the morning but found time to have breakfast with my mommy. Was able to take a nice siesta after picking up lola from dialysis. Got to play a bit of tennis in the afternoon. Ate a pleasant dinner with old friends at night. Then topped it all off with a funny movie with some more friends. I'm just plain tired now. But it's a good kind of tired, ya kno? Not like tired from being stressed out from studying or working, but tired from doing good things. Productive things. Happy things. Stuff I don't mind spending energy for good things. Took me a while to realize that this is what life is all about.

Gonna get up early again tomorrow to go to church with lola. Then wash my car, do errands, and prolly go swimming. Gonna get head starts on each and every day. Sounds like a good plan right? Right!!!

20030908

Inebriated, once again. Is this become routine? *sigh* I hope not...

=(

Fresh Morning. Fresh Week. Fresh air.
...so fresh, so clean.

Mmmmm, I love it when I don't make sense. I make dollars, but not sense...

20030907

Saturday night.... Best Catillion evaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

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Friday night.... Buffet at Viejas. -$7. Viejas BJ Tables. +$200. Dinner for bestfriend and roomie. -$8. Best night ever at DeJaVu. -$100. Saved by the Bell and being a friend. NO CHARGE. Finding out that my friendship is appreciated. PRICELESS.

20030905

Well, I just gotta say, tonight was awesome. People sure know how to make a guy feel on top of the world. Thanks guys!!! Soooo, I have three weeks of vacation. The rest of my summer. Gotta lot of lost living to make up for, due to school, solely. Well, not really lost living, but I guess I gotta add on to the summer that is already great, and make it spectacular. ^_^
I'm SOOOOOOOOO done!!! Hell yeah!!! Fuck you MMW!!! *raspberries*
Fear. Denial. Acceptance. These are the stages I'm going through. *sigh*

One more time...

20030904

Why is it so hard for me to get some studying done? I've studied earlier, but then played tennis and cards, now I'm on my comp and have STOPPED studying. I swear, I have a studying disorder... Fuck!

20030903

I am.....
I'm just so.....
I feel like.....
I wanna.....
I think I'm gonna.....
I'm sure that.....
I know I.....
I don't know.

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I'm lost. Dear God, help me find my way back. Back to where I need to be. Back to where I belong. Back to a place that's more familiar. I don't want to be lost anymore. Please, Lord, guide me. Amen.
Why does it seem like whenever midterms or finals comes around, my life turns upside-down? This sucks. Oh well, I'm gonna get through this, gonna get through it somehow. I hate going alone, but I've been doing it all my life. I'm used to getting my way, but at the same time, I'm used to easily changing what I do or what I am to fit the image of how others like to see me. I dunno, is this a good thing or a bad thing? I look back and can see that all my life, I've kinda been molded by my mom into this "perfect little boy." Sure, she knows I drink and have tried drugs but she doesn't know the ENTIRE truth. If that ever got to her, I don't think I'll be able to live with that. Reputation..... what a crazy concept. To some, you're this, and to others, you're that. Fuck. I'm ME. That's all I really can be, right? That's my problem. I think I need to work on being me. Change can be good, even if it means going back to something you already were, or still are, but just don't realize it. I don't think I'm the best at "life," but I know I'm getting better at it...

Song in my head:
Ooooh, ain't nobody do it like you
Said, everything little thang you do
Hey baby, said, stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially missin' you
-Tamia

20030902

Ok ok ok. Soooooo, long weekends always have a way of turning themselves into GREAT weekends. There wasn't really anything definite for this weekend except for Margie and Jay's "joint" 21st birthday party. So yeah, here we go...

FRIDAY

Sad how I can't remember much of Friday. Maybe because it was 3 days ago, or maybe because I was a walking zombie that day. The previous night, we blasted off and seriously had to manuever through some asteroid fields, but this was after Margie's b-day dinner at TGIF's, which was crazy stuff since Margie got belligerently drunk. It's ok, it was her b-day! Besides, she DID have ~14 drinks and she DID vomit ~3 times and she DID have a hangover til ~9 the next day. So, back to Friday. Watched Gladiator on DVD until ~5am. I forgot how good and gruesome that movie was! Pulled through with only ~2hrs of sleep. Somehow made it home without falling asleep at the wheel and took my lola to dialysis. Passed out on the sofa after dropping her off, then managed to get up and run a few errands before picking her up. Now I remember! Afterwards, we bought lunch togo at INnOUT and ate it at home. I picked up for brutha Mark too, and he came over and ate. He deserved a free lunch because he's my brutha and I troubled him to take me to the service center so my car could get an ROT and alignment. While we waited for my car, we headed to Mission Valley, picked up Mark's paycheck, then to NFCU to cash it. Outside, there was this guy selling candies for a fundraiser. I wanted some but damn! It was a $5 donation!!! Expensive as hell candy. So instead, I got nothing, and he got a dollar, cuz I felt bad nonetheless. I was always a sucker for solicitors. Or maybe I'm just a nice guy. I hate getting pulled two ways. So anyways, locked and loaded, we killed time by roaming around fashion valley mall. SERIOUSLY, this mall is always filled with beautiful people. Our "count" was at a decent number by the time we left the mall. I ended up buying a couple of Figaros at the Disney store. YAY!!! I've been looking for a Figaro for 8 years now! I bought two since it was 2for1 and I could give the other to my roomie Eugene who's been searching for 10 years!!! I'm glad they brought em back to production. I call to check on my car but it's STILL not ready. Mark insurances his phone for a new one, leaving me one of the last in the 8290 nokia realm. Then we pick up for the weekend. FINALLY, firestone calls and we go to pick up my car. Thanks Mark for taking me!!! Finally, I get my car and go to pick up my dad at home, but not before getting expensive-ass gas. Errrr, $2.40/gallon. Drive up to Viejas to meet my mom and lola, who've gone ahead, but, get stuck on the 8 because of traffic due to a brush fire next to the freeway. D'oh!!! By this time, I'm hungry as hell, tired, and sleepy. We get there ~1hr later and my dad and I rush to the buffet, where the rest of the fam's already eating. *grub grub grub* Got my fill of crab legs and steak. Yum! After din din, I was pretty tired, so I didn't gamble for too long. Won $75 and bounced. My parents stayed for a while longer. When I got home, it was over. Instantly passed out.

SATURDAY

Was woken up by Joanne who burned through traffic and got to LA in ~1.5hrs, but I was glad she got home ok. Started my day by catching breakfast at Keith's with Margie, Eugene, and Joanneª. Mmm, steak and eggs. Spent the majority of the day running necessary errands and preparing for the party. It was dope! We cardboarded our floor with alcohol boxes!!! Our place never looked so ghetto yet so good! Now, as for the party, it was off the hook! Margie's friends Lester, Marlo, and Glenn bartended for us, controlling the alcohol flow quite nicely, and keeping the place well maintained. What I remember: Playing a couple games of beer pong(which we won), taking mad shots at the bar, drinking lots of the "Like 2 guerillas in the JUNGLE JUICE making love," cracking the bottle of Hpnotiq, then it becomes a blurrrrrrrrr. I have vague memories of dancing, take shots with girls I don't even know, standing by the bar like an alcoholic and pounding nonstop shots, making Margie drink "the cup," asking the question "where is jay and jasmine?", making people chillin' in the front to stop chillin there, chillin' in my car with the windows down, bumpin' music and swigging hpno, preventing brutha Ant from yakking in my car, and meeting people I know who showed up to the party, but forgot was there. Alcohol is evil, but evilly awesome. ^_^ I DO know I vomitted, eventually, but I DON'T know how I ended up passing out on my roomie's bed. D'oh!!! My bad, Eugene. Anyhoo, great party. Simply great.

SUNDAY

Woke up and joined Margie's friends in the living room who crashed here. Reminisced about the previous night(from what we could remember). After getting ready, we all got lunch at Jack in the Crack. I seriously had to forced it down the hatch, for my own good, since my stomach was torn up from all that alcohol. Spent a good portion of the day cleaning the house and restoring it to normal. I was much happier when the place was clean again. It was seriously cleaner than before the party!!! Thanks Jay and Margie for helping me clean up. Managed to catch the 5pm mass with Mark and Jay. Afterwards, dropped off Jay and picked up Ant. The tri-force then got dinner at a Pho place in El Cajon. Mmm, I was craving Pho since it's the perfect "the day after" phood. Dinner was followed up by beer pong and a session at my place. Joanne called and told me she was headed down from LA home and wanted to visit. It was nice to see her since I missed her all weekend. Too inebriated to drive my bruthas home, they called in a favor and had Elene take them back south. Crashed out the earliest I had for the past week or so, ~12:30am. Sorry Jo if you called and I was too out of it.

TODAY

Woke up pretty refreshed about an hour ago. Didn't feel like going back to bed and wasting my holiday. Some weird reason, I thought to blog. My cousin from Florida just hit me up on AIM. It was nice to hear from him. This was the guy that originally opened my mind to "new experiences." Thanks cuz! Now, I gotta get ready. Plan to spend the whole day with my fam. Oh how I miss them so. I'm not mad that they ditched me yesterday and went to Pala casino, just sad I didn't get to spend much time with them this holiday weekend. Oh well, gotta make up for it now. Happy Labor Day everyone. =)

20030901

Saturday's party ranks as one of the PARTY OF THE YEARS!!! More details to come, mebbe when I'm less inebriated. (^_^)\\// Sorry, I'm feelin' so gone right now.