The days and nights seem to fly by lately like dust in the wind. I know I always complain about it, but it's just what a college like UCSD can do to a student's life. I have no regrets though. :-) My days have had their ups and downs, I'll admit, but it's all part of the experience! Good times and bad, hard time and sad. I wouldn't change a thing.
Anyways, I've had my share of fun lately. From the best night of Texas Hold 'em I've ever had, to multiple clubbing experiences, parties, nights to remember, and nights well, not to remember. :-p Can't complain nor ask for more. School life has had it's fair share of my energy too. Took my last midterm of the quarter today. Yeah, it was crap, cuz it was hella hard, but I studied my ass off and did my best. I just hope that everyone else's best is lower than mine. Thank God for curves. ^_^
Lately, I've felt like I have no one to turn to and just talk to. There are times when it's necessary. Sometimes I feel I don't appreciate my family and friends enough. I need to start taking advantage of the relationships I have. Life is not about being alone. Isolation is stupid. Humans are social beings, right!? Now why can't I get this through my thick, human skull....
My nights of insomnia continue. When is a "normal" time to sleep?" I'm not the best judge of that now a days. Maybe I should've been born a vampire. It'll fit my lifestyle, don't you think? :-p
I now realize that I take for granted times when I am not under stress. I need to learn to appreciate and value my care-free days. You're thinking too much now Ronnel! Go and have some fun dammit! ...I should listen to myself.
