20030129

Midterms. Bad. Help. Dammit. Bad. Midterms. I. Don't. Know.

I don't miss this feeling. In fact, I'll be more than happy to never ever feel like this again. Things will get better...

20030127

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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There, much better....

20030126

What's wrong with me. Why am I feeling like this again?!? I shouldn't let things like this get the best of me, but yet, they are. WTF..... I'm in need of another 180. *sigh* God, please help me get through this. I hate feeling like this. Please...

20030125

Today was just a LONG day, period. Got up at the crack of dawn to take my grandma to dialysis, but not before dropping of Eugene to school. Spent the day with my grandma at home. Went back up to campus to help A Phi O with Spirit Night for the UCSD basketball game against Chico state. I need a few more service hours anyways. Besides, this was my first live college basketball game, and if was pretty fun! Stayed until halftime of the Men's division game then left. Got ready to go clubbing with the team(Emotion dance team), and in last minute plans, had Yuka come along too. Got food cuz I was SOOO hungry (had nothing all day after lunch). I remember getting in the club around 11pm. I couldn't believe that it was a couple of the girls' first time at a club. Wow, they make me feel old and experienced. We had a blast, seeing the grooves of my teammates that don't normally come out during practices. Jetted out of Victor's Resort with the quickness after hearing gunfire. Went to Denny's, which was packed as fuck so we went to Keith's instead. I like it better there anyways. The night ended after that. I'm exhausted, and I can't feel my legs, so I'm gonna give my body a break and sleep. Good night!

Just a random, but happy thought, my snowboard bindings finally came today! Yay!

20030124

Today was a long SCHOOL day. It just dragggggggggggggggggggggggged.

On the bright side, I ate with about half of my installtion class for APhiO at Bucco de Beppo in Mira Mesa. Nice restaurant, really filling, but kinda pricey. It was all good though, cuz I got to meet a lot of my fellow pledgees! I felt really bad for missing dance practice today....

20030122

So today was Pledge Installations for Alpha Phi Omega. I'm now an official pledge!!! Got my A Phi O pin and everything! Yay! I'm so excited and so glad to be part of something I think is really really good. Reminds me a lot of being in the Boy Scouts again, 'cept this time, it's not limited to males only. The pledge ceremony was cool. We got to walk with our eyes closed attached to our fellow pledge brothers (and sisters!) by holding on to their shoulder. We took the oath and vowed our services. Congrats to all my pledge buddies! Upsilon Class! Yay us!

So today could also qualify as a pretty shitty day in my book, up to, but not including, A Phi O installations. I guess I got out of the wrong side of the bed (although there is only one side I can actually get out of!) or woke up wrong or was living on some fudged-up parallel universe. Whatever. Things weren't going my way. S'all good now tho. Sorry to all those I may have affected or been a bitch to. Truely sorry.

I need to catch up on school work! I feel like I'm so behind. It's my own fault, but I just haven't found the motivation yet. I need to get my act together. I have two midterms next week already, and I KNOW I'm not one bit prepared. Hell, my books for those classes aren't even opened from their seal yet! I'll get crackin', for real, I will!

This quarter has a lot in store for me. It has already presented a lot to me, but I yet to take advantage of it FULLY. I need to control my life, because things are finally taking it's place, I just need to be there, ready to meet 'em. *sigh*

I will get there
I will get there somehow
Cross that river
Nothing's stopping me now
I will get through the night
And make it through to the other side
Get there, get there

I Will Get There - Boyz II Men

20030120

3.... 2...... 1....... And they're off!

So this year came in with a bang. A really really BIG bang, hehe. Just a few things I have to list to remind myself how kick-ass the end of 2002 and the beginning of 2003 was, so bear with me. Over break, I got to spend a lot of time with the fam, which I (unexpectedly) really enjoyed!
After Christmas, I went snowboarding with Ant and Joe. The trip was great 'cept for the fact that I BROKE my snowboard AND bindings. I wish I had had a camcorder to videotape the whole incident (which is forever burned into my memory) because it had to be one of the most funniest things I've seen in a while. After eating it hard, I decided to unstrap and ride my board down, but that didn't happen. The slope of the hill overpowered me and my board, so I lost my board and it took off by itself down the hill. Ant went after it (with no luck, duh!) while I was sliding down the hill and watching the whole spectacle. The board missed a few snowboarders, took out one skier, made it through a "slow" sign and almost caught some major air before being stopped by the snow-maker. Fortunately enough, this was the end of its journey, for just ahead was the "beginner's zone!" Phew!
Since I was already sick, going snowboarding didn't help my cause. I got even more sick and lost my appetite. Getting sick didn't depress me. It was the appetite losing part that did. Since I love to eat, I was really sad that I, well, COULDN'T. *sigh*
So new years is rolling around and my brothers and I decide to spend this new year celebration away from home (for the first time). New year's is usually spent with my fam, but I dunno what came over me that had me decided on going to "Together as One" in LA. Telling my parents last minute was not the greatest idea. At first, I didn't even have their blessing, but I guess talking to them some more, and the both of us not wanting to have any grudges (or samang loob) against each other with the new year coming, we somehow came to an agreement and I was good to go for my trip. Phew again! I can't complain anymore about my family, or my parents. I'm SO SO SO SO SO SO lucky to have them. They're one of a kind. =)
TOGETHER AS ONE was the most fun I've ever had on a New Year's celebration! OMG OMG OMG. It's gonna take a lot to top this one. Thanks my bruthas for being with me and sharing the craziness, the fun, the memories, the love (sounds mushy eh?) and the whole TAO experience. The night was.... well, no words can describe it anymore. I doubt I'll ever forget this....
I spent the rest of my vacation doing just that, resting. I was more sick than ever. S'all good, it was all worth it.
So yay, school started up again. I love college, I hate classes (and all that's attached with it). It was good to see everyone again. My schedule is NOW awesome, after screwing with it a bit. Although I don't have too much time to myself, since I use my day offs to take care of my grandma, I'm not too concerned. I don't expect ultra high grades this qrt (unlike my straight A, honor listing last qrt!), since I'm doing a lot more with college "life" than college "courses." I'm a junior, and I don't have too much time left. I want to extend my college experiences. So I've decided to rush, Alpha Phi Omega. Here we go pledge buddies! =) So far, so good. No PCC for me this year, and nothing more that I deem unnecessary. I've also joined UCSD IM bowling, with my excellente teammates Joe and Tiffany! We kick pin ass! Yeah baby, yeah!
So that's the year so far, all life, and no studying. I know I need to get cracking soon. Midterms are just around the corner. Boy o boy, I just can't wait.....

20030116

I love the beginning of the quarter. I can fuck with my schedule as much as I want to! Muhahahahahahaha!

20030114

Revelations come to you when you least expect it. Be ready.

20030113

Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!